Art. The word itself gives a vast meaning, even the whole universe is not enough to occupy this concept. Its endless boundaries and possibilities are oblivious to everyone because we are blinded by the daily routines and our mind bogling about thousands of other stuffs. Even daily routine is a form of Art. Maybe called 'Boredom Art', but that's the unseen beauty.

Everyone likes Art. Who doesn't? You may argue with me, but some things just can't be cheated deep in your heart, because evrything is Art. You can sit and stare watching the beauty of paint drying on the walls(no-no for me) to admiring your fashion shrines(i mean magazines, boutiques). Your eyes can immediately be lit up when you see a picture, ogling at a sophisticated stranger walking down the street or just by reading a book.

I love Art, even the word consisting of 3 letters itself gives me the adrenaline rush of what i observe. People may love Pablo Picasso for creating his unique Cubism style for most of his periods, captured by Cluade Monet's impressionism or stunned by the ever-famous rounder Leonardo DaVinci's realism. However, i have an opposite perspective of their wonderful creations that makes people ponder. Honestly, I don't adore their paintings. I don't like it. I'm not saying anything that makes me appear like some full of conceit pain in the rear girl who don't even know how to draw a straight line, but i don't have interest in staring at their paintings. Sure, i do admire their styles, techniques and how they express themselves through paper and paint. Maybe some of you people share the exact sentiments like i do.

To me, art is fashion. Cos, i love it. It's the passion.

Labels: January 2010

My parents are out to Malacca till like this Sunday. WHAT THE HELL!!!OH NO! this means i'll be alone for like 2-3 days! Oh god, i'm so not used to not having any parents around, and ALONE. JENG JENG JENG, ok, stop it. I can't study for exams now that my parents are away, cos i have no discipline(YEAH,you saw it). Ok, im going to watch the korean drama now. Ta!

Labels: November 2009

I'm mega-bored. OK-so exams are over, and today there is no school because it is Promotion day (means whether you are going to be promoted to sec 4 or retained or kicked out). So, i'm not entirely scared to see my report card; because i'm like 95% sure i'm going up. But, sadly, the 5% case has been tormenting the other 95%. I basically have nothing to do at home, if i had money; i would have been busy scavanging clothes in malls, or go Far East Plaza and see the B.O.B store.(is there one there? Not sure). I have nothing to lament about. so, see you again:)

Labels: October 2009

OK. So today was no miracle day to me. Yes, I've just received an all open attack from my physics paper, my literature and my Social studies. My mother tongue paper? I've got an A2. One more mark to A1! :( I'm really depressed. And next; LITERATURE.OMG. I only get a damn freaking 60/100? What the hell are you thinking munirah? You can get higher than that; and get a HELL OF A2! No, A2 is considered heaven. I'm just not satisfied that a lot of people who suddenly get high marks and i suddenly get spammed with this idiotic, freak, shitty, stupid hellish pathetic 60 marks? I WANT TO CRY! OH GOD! 60 to me, people, is equivalent to committing suicide and get a fail. I know guys; you must be thinking I'm really insane but that IS my standard. Even now, the number '60' seems so forbidden i can immediately get some sort of fits or bipolar hormonal disorder if i see one. I really suck in literature this time; but i know the causes of my pathetic outcome; i had no time management and i probably have a boost of confidence which is an omen to a huge downfall during the paper. Maybe in my mind was this 'Oh! Of course i will get 70++. I always get one of the top positions for literature. Those peeps can't make it. Anyway, who can beat my artistic(so-called) mind? No one, no one, ha-ha-ha!' ARYHGHKJHKJH!!! Oh gosh, looking at it back now makes me realize that I'm like one of those hateful gossip girl blair version stereotypes. I want to turn into a new leaf. I will not hold that idiotic mind of mine anymore. BUT I CAN'T!!! I'M SO ANGRY THAT I STILL CAN'T GET ANY SLEEP BECAUSE OF MY LIT PAPER! You'd probably think I'm one of those losers who can't scramble to the top and it's because of my too bad persona like one of those bitchy scholars who aren't satisfied that their friends get higher marks than her; and planned out an all massacre to destroy them so she could get the top. Oh god, i don't want to be like that, but i just can't help it. It's like just buying an ice-cream cone with nice toppings that suddenly dropped on someone's t-shirt. I don't like to blend in and be among those average students who get a just pass, but be one of those who makes a good impression. Yucks. I feel like a villian(an evil alien) who failed to do her mission of destroying humans on earth. My spaceship is shooting down like a fast comet, then crashed into the deep-deep sea.

I will try harder for the next test:)

Labels: October 2009

ARFHGHGAHGHH!!! My exam results? Wait-how can I describe it? Fantastic, filled with exuberance? NEH. I received 4 papers today, first was art, second chemistry(combined), third principle of accounts followed by English. So, the first paper was not bad; I've got band 2, but my overall is a grade 3, chemistry never fail to make me down anyways. So, my chemistry never fail to fail; I've got a freaking 29 over 85 total marks, and overall for my combined science grade I've got plastered with an unwelcoming grade called 'UNGRADED'. My POA marks dropped, and there are those in my class who got a slab of solid 90+ over 100. OMG:( I can suddenly see my future of tomorrow; which means getting a full-package of 'nice' colorful exam papers(bleeding red). Oh gosh, I'm being so pessimistic; but i survived just enough marks to squeeze through sec 3 year and hop into the next obstacle; SEC 4 YEAR. Now, I know how fishes caught in the fisherman's net feels like. They struggle with the rest of the cohort; like students struggling everyday in their classrooms, ill-fed by terms and analogy, then when exam comes; it is equivalent to having the net being pulled up by fish-eaters;in this case, the teachers are breathing down our neck during exams; then finally, you either see the light or you will see a heavy fog blocking your future. But, those scholars; the girl got 10 A1's, how did she really manage to achieve that? I'm stunned; but it's not impossible. They who come all the way from overseas came to spore to study in one of the good schools, they whose parents sacrificed money and time for their children; they who are finding for a spot among sporean students; actually get to strip those spore students of the top and get those special spots? I mean, how great is that? Their determination with fierce teeth-gritting; how i wish i can be like them. Oh god; i pray i will actually graduate out of school by sec 5 at the rightful age of 17(means no retaining) and pass with flying colors and get a scholarship into a fashion designing school, like NAFA, or if, IF(like in my dream, DREAM ON!) fly to Paris at the tender age of 18 and be trained to be a cool fashion illustrator/designer.

Milan! Paris! Oh, the city of la fashion.

Labels: October 2009

My fashion illustration:D Haha, i know its not well done, but i tried. Its a nice dress with many folds, and a huge bow resting at the waist.




Its a mini dress with many folds too.
I did it as part of my 5-boards final year art exam. Gosh, i hope i get to pass my art overall. And my overall results!
Just random illustrations i have drawn during my past time:)

Labels: October 2009

Hi im back again.
My topic of discussuion- FRIENDSHIP. How much do people treasure it? Do you just pick it up and break it as when as you like? Or you pick it up and hold it close to your heart till the end?

I don't know how many of us in the world treat friends as an asset,liability or an owner's equity. Haha, im just using my POA terms. bleh. so,if someone treats a friend as an asset; it means that your friends are just a facade to make you look good,or make you look like you are not alone. This, my reader, is not a sincere relationship. If someone treats a friend as a liability; it means that you don't like your current friends. You only need them at a particular time and is just used for certain matters. When you don't see the need for them, you leave them by the rubbish chute. And when you don't need them anymore, you immediately throw them into the rubbish chute. That, my reader, is bastard. Sorry if i accidentally caused a stir in your heart, readers. I believe some of us, including me, feels a little guilty by treating some friends as a liability. Next, the owner's equity. It means that you cherish them, you don't treat them like a toy, you treat them with a sincere heart and you don't feel any inconvenience being togther with them. This is the best way, of having this loyal friendship even in dire states.

Betraying. Well, as you know it, betray means to do something your friend dislike behind him/her and cause a lot of misunderstandings. Then, the tie began to dissolve in the salty crusade and finally the string is either permanently or temporarily cut. No one likes to be betrayed by their friends. No one. But if its the both parties at fault, they should discuss it out, not keep it to your heart when you know that the tension is making the air stale, even when you make a pretence out of it. You don't confront, you sit down and tell each other's mistakes. Humans make mistakes. And we learn from them. It is inhumane to keep silent about the silent battle, because a silent battle will slowly escalade into the sea of war. And when you reach to a stage where you don't talk to each other for a long time; you will feel segregated and finally it would be awkward. However, the door to new friendship will always be out there waiting. A new lease of life and fresh episode will be a better, stronger one as you went through the thick and thins together with your dearest friends. Don't close the friendship you had with a friend you met; because evey friend has its good persona.

Take it, and never leave it:)

Labels: October 2009